I have walked as a Hebrew Israelites since I was 18.
I was born in Massachusetts & my parents immigrated to
the USA 40 yrs ago from the West Coast of Africa.
I am a 35 year old woman, with 4 children from a
relationship, which I thought was a marriage, but there
weren’t any covenant agreements & my children’s father in
2005 (or earlier it seems) left keeping the commandments
& we parted ways because of it.
I do not belong to any congregation or religion. I haven’t belonged to a congregation since 2004, when the Hebrew Israelite Congregation (Elders really) decided that I should leave my so called Husband at the time because they said he “Spiritually Fornicated”. This is after they told me to forgive him, with great reluctance, I forgave him only to be later told to leave him.
I was outraged at the way they handled the whole situation. How they dare tell me I should leave him because they decided that “spiritual fornication” was the unforgivable sin. Because of the many many changing doctrines that went on in the school and the many lives turned upside down. I decided to take control over my life at that instance. Knowing that the scriptures say marriage is serious (I thought I was married), & no man or church is to separate husband & wife. I stayed with him only a year longer, until I realized he was far gone & purposely lost his way from YHWH.
I parted my ways then, but with a clean conscious. Knowing that I made the right decision to stay with him & leave him in due time. I have no regrets. Telling you all this lets you know why I created this website & why I left the congregation I used to belong to. I don’t believe I would have made any videos or this website, had I not left that congregation. They kept me in a box by their teachings. We had to wait on the Elders to receive “revelations”, before we believed anything. We didn’t allow YHWH to reveal anything to us, because we depended greatly on the Elders for wisdom & understanding. Even when they were wrong. Everyone in the Congregation would just go along with it & never oppoes them. Anyone that did oppose, you wouldn’t find them in the congregation the next day. This caused a quiet fear among members not to rock the boat. The congregation became life as a Hebrew Israelite as we knew it. Many have giving up the close relationships with their blood family & made the congregation their family. Its no surprise why many who get kicked out or leave, end up falling flat on their face & leave YHWH all together. This is why I feel so passionate with sharing my knowledge & experience & revelations that YHWH gives me with anyone looking for it.
Many congregations, churches & camps have caused many to fall, by their false doctrines & interpretations. You don’t have to stand for the lies anymore. You are free from following man’s doctrine & commandments of men. Follow YHWH with confidence that he won’t lead you astray. He is your King. Listen & hear his voice. This is my message to the world. This is the reason for this website.
Knowing that YHWH is merciful in extreme greater capacity than man, we can take comfort to know that our sins will be forgiven when we repent & seek mercy. What sin is too great for YHWH to forgive? which leads me to this video….The Unforgivable sin & YHWH’s Great Mercy.
For the record, I am not opposed to fellowshipping, but I am opposed to following man over what YHWH clearly has written in the word.
Below is my YouTube statement for those who were curious about me…
This website was created in 2007 by me, Bayadwa.
The sole purpose was to get people to learn the scriptures, not by interpretations of the scriptures, but by letting the scriptures speak for itself. My goal is to bring down false
doctrines,(by proving using solely scriptures as the defense) against lies that are told by those that seek to gain your souls.
If you search through this websites, you will see I don’t voice my opinion or explain scriptures much at all. This is intentional. I want to empower people & show many that
YHWH can speak to you, if you listen & stop taken heed to mans voice over that of YHWH. Because as the scriptures states…
Job 33:14 – For YHWH speaketh once, yea twice, yet man perceiveth it not.
This website is mostly a collection of scripture topics & videos that covers various topics,
mostly made by me. I am not opposed to using other people’s videos to share with others, but I am always concerned that they must stay strict in not given their interpretation. There are many videos, however, that I felt the need to expound on, such as Rape, or Marriage Covenants. But, I still feel I stayed faithful to the word by not adding to it, I just explained things more than I usually would have. We sometimes need to expound concerning scriptures due to mistranslations & lose of culture & lose of history due to slavery. I feel there is nothing wrong with that because as in the past, YHWH has his people he uses to get his word out today. Try the spirits.
WICKED CONGREGATIONS, CAMPS, CHURCHES:
My Advice & Warning:
I want to take this time to warn people about congregations that make you feel, as if, leaving them is leaving YHWH, which is far from the case. They are not God/ Elohim/ YHWH.
Watch out for churches or Israelite Camps, Schools, Congregations, that seek to control your life to the point where they contradict scriptures & twist scriptures to make them say what they don’t seem to be saying. If you get a “funny feeling” that is the holy spirit trying to tell you something. If your stomach turns at something that is going on, get out, no RUN OUT! I joke, but listen to what the spirit is trying to tell you.
Notice love, if love isn’t in the building, YHWH isn’t there either. Many Israelite congregations are filled with hate. Choose your fellowship wisely. You are called to follow YHWH not join a congregation, which is great if you have a support system that is beneficial to your growth in this way, but when it is not, it can only corrupt. Stay true, no matter if your alone in this truth. Many people are alone & frustrated by what has been taken place in congregations, camps, churches, such as myself.
They have caused many to fall, but those that have fallen were weak to allow it, but still the camps or schools (Elders running it), are the ones to blame.
But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea
Remember the devil may work in the congregations & many men & women who say they are believers or followers are just tares. Working to get you out of the narrow path. Stay true to the word. Fellowship, but follow YHWH. Its good for us to be in unity, but not in unity under falsehood. Another note: Watch out for congregations that exercise Lordship over you. Yahusha warned about this… The greatest shall serve.
42But Yahusha called them to him, and saith unto them, Ye know that they which are accounted to rule over the Gentiles exercise lordship over them; and their great ones exercise authority upon them. 43But so shall it not be among you: but whosoever will be great among you, shall be your minister: 44And whosoever of you will be the chiefest, shall be servant of all. 45For even the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many.
Don’t be discouraged, even with all this, I see unity being formed among his people: We don’t have to agree on every point, as long as we believe in Truth/ Torah & seek it, we will end up at the same place. Give your brothers & sisters space to grow without judging them. You will find varying opinions among Israel, but that has always been the case. In Jerusalem there were Sadducees, Pharisees, Ebonite’s, Nazarenes, etc… Yet, they were still one people. We are the Nation of Yisrael, under Torah. Many congregations are not very different, & only differ in a couple of doctrines, which caused the split in the first place. Its really power tripping among Elders at it’s finest. As the congregations sits in confusion, not knowing which way to go. Then they act like those that went the other way, are false in their way. Causing yet more division among our people. This is what the devil wants, & we give it to him very easily. We can never be a people if we can’t even unite congregations with the slightest varying beliefs. Divide & conquer, we know it happens, but why do we allow it?
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